Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Darkness everywhere

Feeling...

cold?
upset?
painful?
left-out?
worried?
confused?
unknown?
worthless?
disappointed?
think too much?
misunderstanding?
darkness everywhere?

well..all yes..
Heys.. Welcome back to my world of darkness..
Still thot that i could just get out of the darkness..
But it seems to be the places that i shld be at..
I just can't be back myself..and had tried v hard..
Thot that my path is bright enough to walk out..
but.. it end up like that.. Shld i still continue?
Or shld i just give up on this loveless world?
Actually i shldn't be here anymore..
if is not because of you.. I'll just gave up everything..
and gone down to hell...
What for am i sitting here and cold droplets falling down?

I'm not that kind of gurl you see everyday..
i'm not a happy one..
i'm not a one that knows how to protect ownself..
i'm not myself..
i'm just a gurl that carries a broken smile everywhere she go..
i'm just acting like as if i know how to protect myself..
i'm just an unknown person who's still finding her soul..
A worthless person..

Nobody understands how i feel..
They just hack care whereva they go..
They don't even care about a single soul..
They just care about themselves..

I don't know whether how long will i still be on earth..
I just scared that i can't take it anymore..
In this world the filled with darkness..it's cold..